WELCOME

I 've had Chronic Fatigue Syndrome for almost five years.
Today I made the decision to start this online Journal, in the hope that it may be of assistance to others.
This disease really got the better of me this week.
I call it a disease because my body in definitely not at ease with this illness.
However when I say that, this disorder has been the reason behind my Spiritual Journey and my connection to God, in a much more simple way.
So here I am.
I meditate.
I breathe.
I speak and think positive thoughts.
Yet this week...
More fatigue...
Plus...
Plus...
So I found myself being extremely disappointed in my decline...
Anyone who has Chronic Fatigue, will relate to...
It's not about being tired or sleepy...
More like being in, a constant state of flu like symptoms...
No amount of sleep or relaxation helps...
So to go to my specialist and be given a lot of potential illnesses that can develop, sent me into more of a spin and even more disappointment in myself.
Perhaps up until this week, I may have been living in denial.
Most people don't even believe that it's an illness.
So now, I start again on a fairly strict regime of medication, low G.I. diet, limited sun and possible triggers of even more symptoms.
The hope is, that this regime will slow down or kill the bacteria that is responsible for this illness with-in my body.
So if you know of someone ,who may have Chronic Fatigue, or any other energy disorder, please be patient and kind to them...
In Love.
Rose

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THE THREE ASPECTS OF ME! (30.08.09)

While resting last night, the following became very clear to me, so I'll explain as simply as I remember it.
As most of you know I write on three different blogs and last night it became clear to me that some might think, how can this woman have Chronic Fatigue and still write entries elsewhere.
So...
My CF journal is very much about My Body...
My Breathing blog is about My Mind...
My I AM ROSE blog is My Spiritual connection to God....
All of these are aspects of Me, these blogs expose...
The Whole of Me...
My Body...Mind and Spirit.
How you might ask?
Read my entries and you'll find out.
The fatigue is what brought me to this place of... Stillness...Silence and Reflection...
So I thank the fatigue for this and I welcome the fatigue with Love...
It has served me well.
Now it is time to Live fully in...
The Now Moment.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

A NEW YEAR FAST APPROACHES


Hi All!
This year is coming to a close with only one day left of 2009. I find myself reflecting on past events that the year held for me, some good, some not so good, some far better than what I could have only imagined, becoming a reality.
We have been extremely stressed with family issues, that inadvertently effected our animals back in Sth. Aust. We were going back there for Chrissy anyway. Wow! We found it full on, our son had left the house in a disarray, with friends coming in to feed the animals.
Our animals thrive on human contact. At this point in time we are unable to bring them up here as housing is in short supply. We were relieved when my second cousin was available to house sit and very willing to look after our dog and two cats. All in all it turned out well and meant we are now able to breathe a little easier, without the pressure of finding a house straight away, even though we're still looking.
I resigned from the full time position, as the stress level contributed to my Blood Pressure rising.
I have been advise by my Doctor to stay out of the sun as it trigger's all the little critters that cause the fatigue to worsen. Since being up here in Alice Springs where the sun shines brightly and from hot to very hot, sun denial isn't on the agenda and I'd have to say I feel this is actually helping rather than making my illness worse. INTERESTING!!!!!
I am going for another job interview on Monday as a Administration Assistant and hoping to be successful.
I hope you all have a...
Great New Year...
Filled with Love and that 2010 will improve health wise for Us All.
In Love.
Rose

1 comment:

Renee said...

Hope you have a wonderful New Year with an abundance of blessings!!!

IN LOVE AND GRATITUDE FOR YOUR COMMENTS

This blog is intended to be a place of healing and sharing.
My hope is that All who visit, benefit in some way from my own experience of this mysterious energy disorder.
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