I am feeling extremely frustrated by so many personal events of this last few weeks.
I just want to scream...
See me...
Hear me...
For I am not just a number...
I do matter...
I wont bore you all with all the events of late, except this one seems to be the catalyst.
I was given an extreme dose of antibiotic's for a pending peptic ulcer. I trusted in what the doctor had said. I persevered for a week of severe diarrhea and feelings of constant nausea. Now I'm bleeding and have an extremely irritated bowel. I'm feeling very flat, my legs are like jello, my head is fuzzy and the fatigue is back.
At the moment food is the last thing on my mind as everything I eat seems to aggravate my stomach.
On a happy note our daughter and grand babe came to visit for a week, to spend Mothers Day with me. We had a most enjoyable day. Then on the Monday our daughter came down with severe gastro and ended up spending the night in hospital on 5lts of fluids. Her baby coming down with it eight hours later.
Not much fun for any one, however we did get to spend two days sight seeing, before they left.
This wave of frustration is more like a Tsunami. So for now I continue to sit in stillness with God.
I have excepted that there are many things in life that I don't have the ability to change, however I also feel that is is my reaction to these events that have a huge effect on my physical body.
So in this moment...
All is as...
It is Now...
Love and Hugs.
Rose
1 comment:
Goodness, Rose. You have been through alot lately too....Hope you have recovered by now from the antibioitcs and your virus.
Lovely pictures of the boat at sea and the flower..
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