Yesterday was the first birthday of Alexis Rose our third grand child.
She is such a joy to have in our life and her love for us all, is so pure and simple.
My appointment with my Natropath went quite well,even though she said that there's nothing more she can offer over and above what I'm already doing. I realized at that point that I actually didn't go there for her to fix me. It was more about connecting with this beautiful gentle soul that she is. I hadn't seen her in over five years because this illness took me seeking other therapies. Anyway I had a massage (beautiful and relaxing). She mentioned my immune,lymphatic and digestive systems were showing signs of weakness, no real surprise there. She also did some acupuncture and I would have to say that this helped me to manage the rest of baba's celebrations without to much focus on the fatigue.
So today I wake with a scratchy throat, foggy head and headache.
Feel hummmmm...well after my shower a bit more fatigued than when I first awoke.
A disturbing effect is my fringe is getting very thin and making it difficult to style my hair in any way that I'm happy with.
Going to the GP for a check on B/P.
More feeling of fatigued so that's enough from me today.
I hope these effects of the regime settle soon!.
In Love.
Rose
WELCOME
I 've had Chronic Fatigue Syndrome for almost five years.
Today I made the decision to start this online Journal, in the hope that it may be of assistance to others.
This disease really got the better of me this week.
I call it a disease because my body in definitely not at ease with this illness.
However when I say that, this disorder has been the reason behind my Spiritual Journey and my connection to God, in a much more simple way.
So here I am.
I meditate.
I breathe.
I speak and think positive thoughts.
Yet this week...
More fatigue...
Plus...
Plus...
So I found myself being extremely disappointed in my decline...
Anyone who has Chronic Fatigue, will relate to...
It's not about being tired or sleepy...
More like being in, a constant state of flu like symptoms...
No amount of sleep or relaxation helps...
So to go to my specialist and be given a lot of potential illnesses that can develop, sent me into more of a spin and even more disappointment in myself.
Perhaps up until this week, I may have been living in denial.
Most people don't even believe that it's an illness.
So now, I start again on a fairly strict regime of medication, low G.I. diet, limited sun and possible triggers of even more symptoms.
The hope is, that this regime will slow down or kill the bacteria that is responsible for this illness with-in my body.
So if you know of someone ,who may have Chronic Fatigue, or any other energy disorder, please be patient and kind to them...
In Love.
Rose
Day1 follows BELOW
Today I made the decision to start this online Journal, in the hope that it may be of assistance to others.
This disease really got the better of me this week.
I call it a disease because my body in definitely not at ease with this illness.
However when I say that, this disorder has been the reason behind my Spiritual Journey and my connection to God, in a much more simple way.
So here I am.
I meditate.
I breathe.
I speak and think positive thoughts.
Yet this week...
More fatigue...
Plus...
Plus...
So I found myself being extremely disappointed in my decline...
Anyone who has Chronic Fatigue, will relate to...
It's not about being tired or sleepy...
More like being in, a constant state of flu like symptoms...
No amount of sleep or relaxation helps...
So to go to my specialist and be given a lot of potential illnesses that can develop, sent me into more of a spin and even more disappointment in myself.
Perhaps up until this week, I may have been living in denial.
Most people don't even believe that it's an illness.
So now, I start again on a fairly strict regime of medication, low G.I. diet, limited sun and possible triggers of even more symptoms.
The hope is, that this regime will slow down or kill the bacteria that is responsible for this illness with-in my body.
So if you know of someone ,who may have Chronic Fatigue, or any other energy disorder, please be patient and kind to them...
In Love.
Rose
Day1 follows BELOW
THE THREE ASPECTS OF ME! (30.08.09)
While resting last night, the following became very clear to me, so I'll explain as simply as I remember it.
As most of you know I write on three different blogs and last night it became clear to me that some might think, how can this woman have Chronic Fatigue and still write entries elsewhere.
So...
My CF journal is very much about My Body...
My Breathing blog is about My Mind...
My I AM ROSE blog is My Spiritual connection to God....
All of these are aspects of Me, these blogs expose...
The Whole of Me...
My Body...Mind and Spirit.
How you might ask?
Read my entries and you'll find out.
The fatigue is what brought me to this place of... Stillness...Silence and Reflection...
So I thank the fatigue for this and I welcome the fatigue with Love...
It has served me well.
Now it is time to Live fully in...
The Now Moment.
As most of you know I write on three different blogs and last night it became clear to me that some might think, how can this woman have Chronic Fatigue and still write entries elsewhere.
So...
My CF journal is very much about My Body...
My Breathing blog is about My Mind...
My I AM ROSE blog is My Spiritual connection to God....
All of these are aspects of Me, these blogs expose...
The Whole of Me...
My Body...Mind and Spirit.
How you might ask?
Read my entries and you'll find out.
The fatigue is what brought me to this place of... Stillness...Silence and Reflection...
So I thank the fatigue for this and I welcome the fatigue with Love...
It has served me well.
Now it is time to Live fully in...
The Now Moment.
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My hope is that All who visit, benefit in some way from my own experience of this mysterious energy disorder.
I welcome any comments via the address below and will answer any questions to the best of my ability.
Contact me at:
rosehasit@yahoo.com
My hope is that All who visit, benefit in some way from my own experience of this mysterious energy disorder.
I welcome any comments via the address below and will answer any questions to the best of my ability.
Contact me at:
rosehasit@yahoo.com
2 comments:
Aren't grandchildren a joy!!!!!!!
Renee.
Oh Ya!
In Love.
Rose
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