PHOTO ABOVE: " Murray Magpie"
I was extremely fatigued and tired (both at the same time...Hum...).
Anyway after an extremely restless and sleepless night, no guesses here, yep...really fatigued so far today.
On opening the curtains the sun shone so brightly and clear, that I decided to have my morning cuppa out on our front bench (as I write this the Magpie's are singing...) and I became aware once again how nature really nurture's the very essence of who I am.
The birds, the wind, the sun, the blue sky and even a caterpillar all graced me with their presence.
I also noticed just how over grown everything in our yard is. It's been a very wet and cold winter here which makes it hard to get out in the garden and really enjoy it's beauty.
Anyway I noticed all the weeds that have popped up and I thought how quick most of us are to remove or even poison what is truly nourishment for the ground. I also felt this is the same for some parts of me like this illness that I want to eradicate. I feel that this illness is here with-in my body for me to heal some very deep and past life experience. I felt that my early family life was happy, but in recent years some issues have come to pass that I now see more clearly.
So today I am choosing to embrace and integrate all those aspects of me that I call my shadow side. The parts of me, that I beat myself up for, the parts of me that make me who I am, the parts of me that a lot of people don't accept, I have come to realize that some things are not mine to own. I enjoy being me. I just find it difficult to accept that my own siblings don't feel the same way and love me unconditionally.
The fatigue, well the healing starts with me. However nature, weeds and all, nourish, my mind, body and soul. I am at peace with nature and the simplicity I feel when I see the beauty in all.
In Love.
Rose
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