A BELATED MESSAGE

Hi All.
I hope that you all had a lovely Christmas and Best Wishes for the New Year.
Working four days a week is better to manage my energy levels.The fact that I'm able to work at all is a gift and one I am thankful for. At times it's extremely hard to stay balanced enough to be able to cope with daily events and work as well. I breathe to music regularly and centre myself in love,peace and then balance returns. I still find it difficult at times when people tend to judge me for my inability to participate in some chores, as there is a definite limit as to just how far I can push myself.
We are expecting friends from S.A. today, so J and I have been very busy preparing the house.
So now because I have a spare hour or two I'd just like to say"I think of you all often and that I hope 2011 will be all you hope it to be."
Love and Gentle Hugs.
Rose

Grrrrrr.....

Hi to all who read this.
It's been ages since I've had the energy or the ability to share here. I have had a very severe set back with CFS, making it extremely difficult to keep working. I have just built up enough courage to ask my manager to drop a days work and she agreed to it without hesitation. I realized I was going down the same path as five years ago and chose to stop pushing myself, stop being hard on myself, stop judging myself and most of all stop feeling as though I am not good enough. It has taken a lot of inner searching and lot's of quite time to appreciate what my body is telling me at all times. It certainly doesn't mean that I always like what I'm feeling, however statistically I have come to an understanding of my limitations. I very much live in the now moment, this has been my saving grace and with God's help and ever presence I AM worthy...of my life. I would just like to thank you all for your journey sharing, as we are indeed all in this together.
Love and Gentle Hugs.
Rose